
| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 1 month, 21 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 10/05/2009 |
| Date of Death | 01/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,287 since 28/08/2009 |
| Creator |
OUR GORGEOUS BABY BOY WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM US AFTER HIS LONG FIGHT TO BE HERE
PAUL SHAY MCKAY WAS BORN 9WEEKS EARLY WEIGHING 2LB 2OZ ON 10TH MAY 2009 HE WAS IN HIGH DEPENDANCY
INTENSIVE CARE FOR 2WEEKS IN A HOPSITAL 40 MILES AWAY AFETR 2 LONG HARD WEEKS HE WAS WELL ENOUGH TO
BE TRANSFERRED TO OUR LOCAL HOSPITAL WHERE HE MAE FANTASTIC PROGRESS HE FINLLY CAME HOME TO MAMMY
DADDY AND BIG BROTHER DAVID ON 28TH JUNE 2009
WE WERE AT HOME AS A FAMILY FOR 3 AMAZING DAYS THEN THE ANGELS CALLED FOR OUR BOY
NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT US THINING ABOUT OF SPECIAL LITTLE FIGHTER HE WILL LIVE ON FOREVER IN OUR
HEARTS
SUCH A GORGEOUS BOY LOOK AFTER DADDY AND DAVID PAULY WE ALL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH BUT YOUR SAFE WITH
NANNA NOW PLAY WITH THE ANELS AND PAINT THE RAINBOWS UNTIL WE ARE RE-UNITED ONCE AGAIN
ALL OUR LOVE BABY BOY LOVE YOU FOREVER
YOUR HEARTBROKEN MAMMY AND DADDY
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Across the heavens
A shooting star
Doth fly
A fiery hello
And
An instant goodbye.
Just like you
In our lives
So brief a turn;
And bittersweet memories
And pain unearned.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS SWEETIE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Hello baby Paul I loved looking at your pictures have fun with my little grandma in heaven lots of love Josh brennan xxx
LOVE YOU FOREVER BABY BOY MAMMY AND DADDY HAVE YOUR CANDLE HERE TO LIGHT AT 7PM AS WE REMEMBER YOU AND ALL THE OTHER LOST BABIES XXXX
SLEEP TIGHT MY ANGEL FOREVER IN MY HEART XXXXXX
its mammy xx
they say it gets easier as time goes on but it doesnt feel like it baby everyday i wake up and wonder where you are when you left me you took half my heart with you i need you more than ever baby boy everytime i shut my eyes i see your tiny perfect body at peace mammy is in bits baby boy no one told me it would be this hard i need you by my side babba mammy misses you your my world david asks about you everyday please watch over him and daddy xxxxxxxxxx
4 a beautiful angel
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sweet dreams angel xxx
The world got colder on the day you died
Everything around was drab and dull
You brought such warmth to the world around
Your soul was kind and rare and beautiful.
My world just stopped on the day you died
I can't fathom life without you here
Why is it fate can bring bonds so deep,
And then fate can make life disappear?
I'll always remember the day you died
And that raw aching hole- you were gone
Time dulled the pain and I longed for it back
It seemed a betrayal to move on.
I wasn't prepared for the day you died
Your life slipped away much too soon
And even as time lets me laugh once again
A piece of my heart went with you.
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
I miss you so, the darkness will not pale.
My darling child, come to me again.
I know you cannot come, and still I strain
To put my arms around you through the veil.
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
Other lives and loves call me in vain.
I try to turn away from you and fail.
My darling child, come to me again.
You are my unendurable refrain.
Back and back I hurry to impale
My heart on you, to stop my heart with pain.
Yet nothing that I do undoes the plain
Brutal fact which always must prevail.
Ah, my darling, come to me again!
You are both my sunshine and my rain,
My dearest joy, my anguish, and my grail.
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
My darling child, come to me again.
Copyright
Nicholas Gordon
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
I miss you so, the darkness will not pale.
My darling child, come to me again.
I know you cannot come, and still I strain
To put my arms around you through the veil.
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
Other lives and loves call me in vain.
I try to turn away from you and fail.
My darling child, come to me again.
You are my unendurable refrain.
Back and back I hurry to impale
My heart on you, to stop my heart with pain.
Yet nothing that I do undoes the plain
Brutal fact which always must prevail.
Ah, my darling, come to me again!
You are both my sunshine and my rain,
My dearest joy, my anguish, and my grail.
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain.
My darling child, come to me again.
♥ Can you see the pain hidden behind the mask
You only know its there if your brave enough to ask,
The pain is hidden behind her smile
It’s a smile that’s been used for quite a while.
Maybe you can’t see why she is so sad
She feels no one understands why she’s so mad,
All she needs is someone to understand
A hug from someone and to hold their hand.
She wants to have her baby back
Because life without them she can’t hack,
She had no chance to say goodbye
She hurts too much to even cry.
Her baby has gone and she’s all alone
To random outbursts and tears she is prone,
Please look after the person who’s hidden inside
Because all her fake smiles in the world wont bring back her baby who died.. ♥
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An Angel kissed my tears away today
when I was sad.
I wasn't feeling quite myself
my day had been so bad.
I felt a warmth brush by me
that quickly dried my tears.
A gentle, kind, and loving touch
that seemed to hold me near.
Immediately, I felt so much better
and the day seemed brighter too.
I guess that's just the way you feel
when an Angel comforts you.

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